Sunday, December 25, 2011

merry christmas.

merry christmas, folks! (if you celebrate) <:)
hope you have a great christmas and holidays.

unfortunately, not for me. i have holidays like others, but i have to use these 2 weeks very well for exam preparation, which will be on 9th january. i think this is the worst holiday ever.

besides study, study, and study, i have to redo some sections of my assignment that have been submitted early of this month. my lecturer sent an email that all of us have to change a bit. to think positively, it's good that he helps us to gain some more marks. however, it's sent on 25th december, christmas day! huhuu.. T.T

i hope my nightmare would end very soon. O:)

and that's not all, konuma kaori is going back to japan for good on tuesday. huhuu.. T.T
we had lunch and dinner just now, but we really forgot to take any picture. :(

i wish her the best luck there and will visit here often! O:)

p.s. have a nice day ahead! :)

Wednesday, December 21, 2011


since there was no class in these few days, i always woke up very late. i think i'm in different timezone. hihii

i know i have many things to study for the early of january exam, but i can't concentrate at all, and at last i keep watching drama, movies, or variety show. :P

i love to watch running man, the korean variety show. i admire the skillful and fun mc. ;)
i've just watched episode 73 from with english sub, of course i don't understand korean language. hihii

enjoy ;)

p.s. here is the direct link to running man episode 73: ♡

Tuesday, December 20, 2011


christmas is coming in few more days. have u guys prepared for it? vacation? gifts? or maybe stay at home to rest? :P

wish-list for christmas gift? ;)
i have my wish-list not only when christmas, but i think it'll be for the whole year. love to dream and wish is no wrong.

when you start dreaming or wishing, you will try to achieve it. even some of your dreams and wishes won't come true, just keep dreaming and wishing, as it's free of charge. ;)

hope your wishes come true :*

Sunday, December 04, 2011

weekend, but not a weekend

i love weekend, but not if i have to spend my weekend rushing assignment, plus having cough and flu. :(
i hope you guys enjoy your weekend.

cheers myself,
merline ♡

Friday, November 11, 2011


hi, folks! ♡

today, 11.11.11, is pinot's bday. wish her all the best! :)

the date of today is very nice, where people wish for things. we can wish to be in a wonderland, where we can get what we want, but we still need to struggle to get what we want.

*have a better day ahead ;)

merline ♡

Thursday, November 10, 2011


music heals my soul.

Merline :*

Tuesday, November 01, 2011


hello, november! i love the date of today, it's very nice.

do better in november, loves. ♡

Monday, October 31, 2011

bye october.

every month i say goodbye and i hope days will be better. i think most of you also do the same thing, hoping to be better. however, if we don't struggle, it'll be useless for hoping. time flies really fast, we have to move fast as well.

without realising, it's already the end of october, which means two more weeks for assignment due date. i still haven't done even half. :(

good luck, people!


Sunday, October 30, 2011


everyone has ever been young. there are some people, who have been old enough to be an adult, but they pretend not to be.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

hello, loves! happy deepavali to the one who celebrate. ♡

i'm having a hard time now, because of assignment and stuffs. i think people somewhere are also having the same situation. currently, i'm starting my assignment, and it makes me feel like hell, i've no mood at all. i wanna finish them as soon as possible, just by blinking my eyes if possible, but i know it won't. ㅠㅠ

anyway, there will be the day for my group to present in one of the subjects. we have no clue about this subject. one of the reasons is because of the lecturer, he is a new teacher though. actually, it's not totally his fault, but he should have been knowing what to do before classes, he is just so clueless. he is a very kind and patient man, he has tried his best to help us. it's his best, not ours. mostly people in my class are very disappointed with it, but we can only learn and find more about the subject by ourselves. luckily, it only happens to one subject, others are good.

let's struggle and hope the results of our hardwork are worth.^^

Sunday, October 23, 2011


hey, guys! i went to halloween horror night at universal studio singapore last night. it's a recommended place to go. ;)

i know it's too early to go for halloween party, but i enjoyed it. :)

i like the decoration hihii. they have various things inside, we can play the ride as well. if you're scared, it's not scary if don't go inside the haunted house. however, it's recommended to go into the haunted houses, they have two. one is not so scary one, another one is the peranakan house, which is super, but fun. ;)

enjoy your halloween, guys! ♡

Saturday, October 22, 2011

happy birthday, my friend. ♡

today is 22nd oct 2011, which means my bestfriend's 19th birthday. although i'm far away from her, because she is in medan and i'm in singapore, i wanna greet her birthday by making a diy card. it doesn't look perfect, but i feel great that i can finish making it, because this is my first time to make a diy card. i hope that she likes it.

here are only 2 photos of the process of making, enjoy. ^^


merline ♡

Thursday, October 20, 2011

monkey hater.

some say monkey is cute. yes, previously it is, but now no more. i'm now joining a monkey haters group. i won't hate monkey for no reason. however, they really scared me that really force me to hate them. :(

i was carrying subway inside a plastic bag. yeah, i agree that it's very delicious that even monkeys from far away could smell it. when i walked up the stairs, suddenly i felt my plastic bag hit something, i thought i hit someone behind. however, when i turned back to say sorry, what i saw was a monkey hanging at my plastic bag. i was shocked to the max that i didn't know what to do and couldn't move at all because they are too many. i could only scream loudly. luckily, there was a guy in front came to help me out. if he wasn't there, i didn't know what to do anymore. i thank him so much. ♡

i think i won't pass through that place for certain period to avoid those stupid wild monkeys.

sleep tight,

merline ♡

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

life is hard.

it is common to say that life is getting harder day by day. however, i believe that the harder it is, the better we can prove our ability in this life.

i'm just a normal person with average level of smartness. when there are problems to solve, things to be understood, or lessons to be learnt, i have to work harder because i'm not a fast learner. it's bad, but not worse though.

let's work hard together, buddy!

however, don't be too stressful of stuff like this, just let it flow and enjoy your day.

everyone has the rights to be happy and enjoy his life!

merline <3

Saturday, October 15, 2011


happy weekend, buddies!

these 2days i've been very unproductive. my relatives stay here for few nights and will go back to sydney tomorrow morning. i went out with them at usual tourist area when visiting singapore, like sentosa, marina bay sands, esplanade, etc.
these days have been very tiring since i have lots of activities. it will be much better if i don't have any assignment hihiii.

anyways, i'm just randomly wanna talk about the photo. it means that, no matter the height and the difficulties that we reach, we have to enjoy the beauty hidden in it.


Thursday, October 13, 2011


hey, folks. lately, i've been addicted to this apple application called instagram. it's an application where we can share our photos in real life. i love it because i like to edit the photos before uploading the photos. this is how i enjoy my super busy day.
if you guys have iphone or itouch, u guys can try it. :)
*happy trying!

Sunday, October 02, 2011


happy sunday, folks! i'm trying to enjoy my weekend without thinking of my school stuffs. i've my routine activity for weekend now, swimming. i love swimming, but it makes me get darker. i really hate my skin, it really get darker easily. however, this is how it works for us, asian. even though, i still enjoy my swimming activity.

i have lots of plans in my mind. i hope that i could be more discipline day by day. i will start from today. i plan to sleep earlier and wake up early in the morning around 4-5am, so that i could use my time efficiently. i will still sleep for 7-8 hours. i know it would be very hard at the first time because i love to sleep a lot, but i'm sure i can do it.

p.s.let's live healthily! :D

일요일 행복,

merline ♡

Saturday, October 01, 2011

hi, october.

time flies very fast. we also have to move faster. it's october now, there will lots of things to do and those things may be tougher than usual. i'm sure that i can go through everything smoothly, nothing is impossible if we struggle.

merline ♡


the more you think about life, the more complicated it is. i'm not sure what is my goal in the future, and i'm just letting it flow. the only think that i can do now is to prepare myself to face the real life. i don't know how much effort i need for it. when i think of myself again, i feel unsatisfied, because i don't know my own goal. i know that lots of people are also facing the same problem with me. it is quite common, especially for teenagers.

p.s.i can only strive for excellence and depend on my luck.


merline ♡

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

stupidity of mine.

i've started my degree program since 2 days ago. i've known that it'll be tougher than higher diploma. however, i have never thought of being this stressful just on the second day of the school. even i got my assignment on the first day of school. it really drives me crazy.

sometimes i feel that myself is stupid, especially when i feel that i'm the only one who get confuse with the lesson that is being taught. i know i have to struggle more than people.

*let's fight for a better future.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

안녕하세요! ♡

멀린입니다. ♡

life is clueless as we wouldn't know what will happen in the future. we can only do our best for future. no matter what it is, life's still go on.

anyway, i'll be moving back to city hall for my degree course. actually, i'm confuse whether i should be thankful or sad. i'm thankful because i can have lots of choices for my lunch and it's town area. i'm a bit sad because i've to go through further journey to school. :s

my classes are going to start on next tuesday. it's the time for me to go back to reality. time for hardworking! ♡

Thursday, September 22, 2011

bye holiday

i'm no longer having holiday. after 3 months holiday, i'm back to school again for my degree program. i can't say that i feel happy neither sad. i feel bored of holiday, but i still love holiday. ;)

what i can do is to let it flow. say hello to future and let the past be in my memory. no matter what happen, everything has to be faced bravely.

i've just made an account at me2day just for fun. actually, it is a korean social network, but i feel interested in it as we can update our daily activity in photo form or status. besides, i also interested to learn the language. :) *let's try

Tuesday, September 20, 2011


dream, peace, love, imagination, and friendship are common in our life. people get use to have such things.

ps. let's dream :)

Friday, September 16, 2011

blog sweet blog

this blog seems like a home sweet home for me. whenever i go, finally i'll still come back here. ♡

time flies unexpectedly very fast. sometimes it feels good. i'll go back to my college life in 10 more days. it is the fact that i feel very excited to start my degree, cause i really impatiently wanna graduate hehehe. on the other side, i want the time crawl slower and slower that i haven't ready to face everything in my future. however, i only can let it flow and enjoy my days and activities. ♡

have a good time :*

Friday, September 09, 2011

too much fun = tired

these days had been too much fun for me. lots of my relatives visited here and we went on vacation together. it's common for us to know that whenever there are kids, we'll be very tired of playing with them, especially if they are active. :)

yah, it happens to me as well. some of my cousins are still young kids. it is fun to play with them, cause they are very cute. i won't mention my previous sentence when they get stubborn heheh.

and now all of them have gone back, time to relax. :)

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

welcome to singapore

**i took this from science centre

i've not been updating my blog since 27th aug 2011. on that day, jane went back to u.s. in the morning and my family and cousins came here on that night. we are getting busy from that day, we even go out for the whole day. we are having so much fun, we also went to places that i seldom go, like snow city , east coast park, and science centre. although we are having so much fun, i get a bit difficulty because i fell down when we were in snow city. it hurts my back to butt. i'm also having muscle-ache on my legs cause of the too much spirit when cycling at east coast park after playing at snow city. it was so much fun, even though i have to suffer a bit. >:)

Friday, August 26, 2011

the last night

the pretty girl in the photo beside me is jane. she is one of my best cousins ever, love her so much. tonight is her last night here, singapore. she'll leave to u.s. tomorrow morning to continue her class there. i'll miss her so so so much. she is a tough girl. although everyone is far away from her, but she still strives for the best there. i really wish her all the best there.

p.s. good luck, jane. have a pleasant flight. ♡

Wednesday, August 24, 2011


life is such a simple word with wonderful meaning. there are a lot of things happen in life. in our life, we can feel the happiness and sadness. it's normal to have problems in our life. it's just that how we have to solve them. everyone deserves to have their life full of happiness. :)

ps. get well soon, dad. love u.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Monday, August 22, 2011

Good luck SU :'(

su is one of my best friends here. she'll go back to her country for good and will continue studying in ausie next year. wish her good luck in her further step. i will surely miss her so so so much. she is a very kind, friendly and smart girl. it's hard for everyone to say goodbye, but it's necessary for us to go back to reality that it's for ourselves. let's strive for excellence!

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Graduation ♡

congratulation to all graduates! :) all the best in life!
yeah! i've graduated, but i still have a very long path for me to go. degree is waiting for me.

Friday, August 19, 2011

Thursday, August 18, 2011

I'm back

hey, singapore! i'm back here again. actually, my intake for degree program is in september, but i come back here earlier for my higher diploma graduation ceremony. yeah! it means that i've passed all the subjects. although it is the first time for me to get p (pass), but i'm thankful that i could pass that super difficult subject. hihihiii. higher diploma is over, here comes degree. ;)

Saturday, July 30, 2011


yeah! i'm in medan, and it is the reason why i haven't been updating for so long. i've been too excited in my hometown. i miss everything here, especially my parents, besties, and foods. i'm trying my best not to eat everything in a role, so that i won't get fatter that fast. i'm trying to lose my weight by going to gym with welas hihii. it's a good trick if you want to eat without gaining your weight. :)

fyi, i've just got my results for my last semester. it's quite good, but i'm not really satisfied with it. ;) i hope all of my friends will get the same good news.

nothing much to share. i'm here just to say that i'll seldom update this blog till 18th august. ttyl

Sunday, July 10, 2011

gloomy 일요일 ♡

finally, it was raining this afternoon, which makes the weather much more better. the weather was too good for my cousin and i to take pictures at the balcony. :) love today's weather ♡

4 ♡

4 more days to go back to medan. hihiii. \m/ i've been missing medan so so so much. i just realize that i gain my weight again. :( i hope that i can control my meal when i go back there. there are too many good foods to hunt in medan. ♡

i went out with Silvia, Cathrine, and Cindy last night. we tried the pizza hut at lucky plaza. luckily, it taste quite similar with the one in indonesia. i've ever tried one in bishan, it taste really different and i really don't like it.

as usual, this morning, jane and i couldn't wake up for jogging again. :( i need exercises, but my body doesn't want to wake up. :(

i hope we can do it for sure tomorrow. ♡

Saturday, July 09, 2011

summer in singapore?

i know that in here, it can't be called as a summer day, but for me, it's hot enough to be consider as a summer day. the sun is too friendly with us, human, in the earth. :( does medan also have the same thing? i hope it doesn't. :p

i spend most of my time for movies. oops! i've forgotten that 5 more days i'll be in medan. i haven't prepared a list of super few things to bring back there. i watched a korean tv show, i like things related to korea. hihiii :)

i started to watch running man just now. it's just a competition between 2 teams show, but they are very funny and cute. fransiska has recommended me to watch that tv show since long time ago, but i was too lazy to search for it. and she gave me this useful website to search for korean movies: ♡ thank thee, 5!

i feel like wanna stop the time and let me finish watching all the episodes. however, the internet recently is super slow that makes me have to wait for hours. >:O

Friday, July 08, 2011

god or alien?

all of sudden, my cousin, louis, asked me to watch a chinese movie with him last night. we watched treasure inn, it's very recommended. i really enjoy watching it. it is a comedy and romantic movie. ♡

while having our late dinner at mc'd, we talked a lot about movie and at last both of us shared horror stories. it was quite horror last night, but we didn't scared like watching horror movie. :p

we reached home very late, and continued watching ancient alien. i heart that movie, but sometimes i feel bored while watching. :p it talks about history, where it might be doubt that actually god is not god. it's quite complicated, but i like the way they solve and prove something. they are trying to prove that god is actually alien. however, i don't watch because it against god, i watch it because i find it interesting in the sense that it makes us realize something that we don't know. ♡

Wednesday, July 06, 2011


love eating? yeah, me too. ♡ i've to diet now. :'(

my cousin, jane, and i went jogging just now after postponing since few days ago. it was really freaking sunny. however, it helped us to get sweating faster than going to gym. ♡

we got tired very fast. may be because we haven't been exercising for so long, especially me myself. we plan to ask my another cousin, louis, who is also coming back here for vacation to join us tomorrow. hope i can lose my weight asap. i know it's hard, but i'll try my best. ♡

yeah, my cousin is super crazy as what i mentioned before. both of us are having snack now. :p fyi, if u wanna gain weight faster, it's recommended to do this way, eating after exercising.

holiday = morning = afternoon = evening = midnight

oops! it's wednesday afternoon! i thought it was still gloomy sunday morning. u guess what, my cousin is super crazy with her diet mood by asking me to go jogging with her at this time. i think i will continue posting later. ♡
"jogging time!"

Tuesday, July 05, 2011

everyday is sunday

how i wish i could be like this during my school time that i didn't have to wake up early in the morning because of morning class. it was just a dream. i should really enjoy my day during holiday, i don't have to wake up early in the morning and i don't have to think of my study. i also can go wherever i want at anytime. ♡

Monday, July 04, 2011

too much spare time for holiday :s

i think as a human being, we always cannot satisfy with what we've got. during school, everyday we r craving for holiday, but once we have a very long holiday, we feel too free that don't know what to do hihiii. :p

recently, i'm really crazy playing my facebook game, which is tetris. my cousin has also been influenced that she starts to play as well. :)

i think i should start reading. i'm quite a lazy reader. i've just got a book from my previous lovely lecturer, ms. eileen. she bought me n lenni the book with the title the adventures of sherlock holmes. it's too hard for me to read this kind of book. ;) i'll try my best to finish it with understanding, i have to appreciate what she give.♡

anyway, i've just booked my ticket to medan on 14th july. i'm very excited to go back to my hometown. i miss everything and everyone there. ♡

If u fail to plan, u plan to fail ♡

i'm really frustrated about my plan for creating an online shop. i think it really needs lots of preparation, such as the design of the website or how to get the things. :(

anw, i've just got a bbm from welas with good statements:

♡ if u r right, u won't need to get angry

♡ if u r wrong, u don't deserve to get angry

♡ be patient with your family, that is called love

♡ be patient with other people, that is called respect

♡ be patient with yourself, that is called self-confidence

♡ don't think too much of the past, it will bring tears

♡ don't think too much of the future, it will bring fears

♡ enjoy your current life with smile, it will bring u happiness

♡ every problem in our life can make us worse or better

♡ every problem in our life can make us knowledgeable or nothing

♡ decision is in our own to be a loser or a winner

♡ find a wonderful love, not a good looking

♡wonderful doesn't mean good, however good and right thing means wonderful and memorable.

안녕! this blog is just like my e-diary. i'll post anything that i wanna tell here. i feel better to type rather than writing in my diary book. ♡

having holiday is fun in a sense that we have activities to do. however, i feel that i'm too free for my 3 months break to wait for my degree program. i'm planning to do some interesting stuff like creating my own online shop for singapore area, but i think it really needs super long time for me to create one. i might be troublesome if i don't manage it well. my idea is to sell handcraft accessories at online shop, which needs me to go and hunt for the materials and practice to create my own design till almost perfect. i think the accessories should be necklace, bangle, and earrings. i hope i have the chance to be success in this kind of talent. eswe supports me to try to do so. thank thee eswe :) however, i think it gonna fail. ;)

Sunday, July 03, 2011